“We’ll be friends forever, won’t we, pooh?’ asked Piglett.
Even longer,’ Pooh answered.”

So today at work

I was talking to one of the girls at work (I work at The Tilted Kilt for those of you that don’t know.) And she asked me why I was in a shitty mood. I then proceeded to tell her what happened between myself and this girl I was seeing. She then said, “well no guy is too nice. All of the girls that you see work here and have boyfriends all deal with it, not even Ryan (her boyfriend) is nice, he is a complete dick most of the time. We just have to deal with it.” I then asked her why she would have to deal with it, just don’t put yourself around people that are going to treat you like shit. She didnt understand the concept.

For the past seven hours I’ve been thinking about that conversation. I don’t understand why girls put up with that. I don’t understand why assholes can be so happy while the ones who truely care to make others happy always get hurt.

Maybe its true that nice guys finish last. Maybe its true that you need to be an asshole to be noticed and appreciated by others. All I really know is that I’m tired of being overlooked and used by others, but i don’t know how to change it. Maybe I’m just meant to be depressed my entire life.

I just don’t know.

*edit: I don’t expect anybody who reads this to understand, or even care. Especially those of you that i actually know in real life.

I wish it was easy to walk away.

*edit: im depressed and its my Tumblr. So you’re just going to have to deal with me next few posts.

I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.

darklikethesea:

—-I wish /:

(Source: honestliars, via gabethe24th)

I’ve been trying to put what I’m thinking into words for the past fifteen minutes and i don’t know how to. Because of that all i really know to say is that i really wish, more than anything, that i had someone talk to and know that they actually care about what I’m saying. Everybody seems so selfish and full of shit.
I just don’t know how to handle it anymore…

saltwatertherapy:

saltwatertherapy:

I wish it was socially acceptable to just bluntly say “I’m interested in dating and/or fucking you”.

Still fully standing behind this idea.